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Are you ready to go down the rabbit hole? To visit a surreal world, where black is white and white is carrots?

A friend, Metacognician in Shanghai, describes the situation as follows: “Life is more absurd than movies. I've gone down the rabbit hole too, when it just becomes more and more strange and you wonder how that all is supposed to make sense.” I asked him if I should just embrace it. He answered, “Why should you ... change the universe?”

It started with a psychotic named Jim Kiraly who resides, we think, at 6329 Twinberry Circle, Avila Beach, California.

Jim Kiraly is a respected citizen. A churchgoer. A Vice President of Transamerica Corporation. And a violent abuser who tried to use an emergency anti-violence measure, one intended to protect battered women, to stop his victim in a wheelchair from writing a book.

Concise enough? :)

For attorneys: Jim Kiraly filed for CLETS against his son and victim, who lived 200 miles away, did not own a car, and was in a wheelchair. His son and victim was not asked to end communications. Jim had no (zero) specific and relevant allegations that were not perjury. But he turned down repeated offers of no-contact and a signed stipulation that gave him everything but CLETS. He insisted on CLETS if his victim ever once “discussed” him with third parties.

In the end, Jim Kiraly signed an agreement far weaker than the ones he'd been offered.

A review of Court paperwork and other materials will tend to confirm that Jim and other parties, including attorneys on all sides, committed multiple felonies, crimes, and faux pas. :P

The word “abuser” is stated here publicly and without equivocation. A formal offer is hereby made to reaffirm the word in writing and under oath. Attorneys will understand the significance of the point. In short, there is little terror of a threatened defamation suit on this side. Actually, we feel that such a suit will fit nicely up Jim Kiraly's abuser ass.

Jim has one son, Ken Kiraly, who invented the Amazon Kindle and is one of the leads at Amazon's secret Lab126. Another son, Tom Kiraly is one of the leads, a Vice President-CFO type, at medical insurance firms, including one of the largest, Humana Corporation.

These people and some of the biggest names in Silicon Valley legal circles have committed or are involved in multiple crimes.

For the next decade or two, we're going to explore the crimes that these people committed, the motivations and the denial involved, the background and histories that led each person to make the choices that they did, and ways to build upon what happened and move towards positive societal goals.

There's plenty to go over. These people committed or were involved in: Spousal abuse, child abuse, DDOS (a highly prosecutable violation of CFAA), extortion, perjury, conspiracy to commit perjury (a possible felony), false police reports, conspiracy to file false police reports (a possible felony), unlawful threats, barratry, defamation, malpractice, civil harassment, criminal harassment, abuse of process, and violations of SCCBA Professional Standards.

The point was to force Jim's oldest son and victim, me, to sign a gag order. I was in a wheelchair. I'd never made a single inappropriate threat against my abuser. I wasn't even asked to not to call anybody. But Jim threatened to put me in a violence database unless I agreed never to write about him.

I won the right to write, but I lost my home of 25 years, most of my possessions, my chances for retirement, everything. Everything but a realization.

I can make a difference. I can conduct research for legitimate and reasonable purposes, document what happened, and analyze the choices of the people involved:

Maggie told me that she didn't know what she could say to me about what happened. However, we have decades to work it out. It will be productive. I'd like to direct the attention of attorneys and other parties to the:

Legitimate and Reasonable Purposes List

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The point? “The story is already out there, idiots. Keep it up and I'll demonstrate how something known as decentralized distribution works.”


Monday 2012-12-24 — Tactician Christmas Eve

121224. My identity was taken away from me decades ago. I think I've found it. I'm back and I'm real at last.

I've met others who have searched. And some that have found. Here is another search and an answer. This is a Christmas 2012 essay by Tactician.

Note to Benjamin and Iohannes: Tactician is the young man I've mentioned to both of you.

Try not to make promises. You don't know if you will be able to keep them. A promise is equivalent to an oath or vow. Let your word be your bond. But sometimes you should simply say “yes” or “no”.

We don't know what will happen. Not even five minutes from now. Unlike God, we are not all knowing or know what the future holds. So we can't make a promise or a vow and know that we can keep it.

Just tell people “yes” or “no”. Or that you will try. If you vow to go somewhere on a certain day, but something happens and you can't be there, it's better to not have broken a vow. Even if you can't help it.

I learned a lesson about this a long time ago. It stuck with me. I made a promise to someone that I couldn't keep. I also made a vow to God that I went back on. It was a dark chapter in my life at that time.

I later realized God forgave me. And that I should do like the Bible says, to let my communication be yay and nay, nothing more.

You can vow to God that you will try the best you can, but life is full of uncertainty. You never know what the future holds for the next day. Or a moment of weakness you may have. Or what will happen later.

I try my best. I love people and prefer making them happy over myself. I try to do that. This world has made things where it's not as simple as that, so I take on the personality of who I need to be to get things done.

When I ask myself who I am, I do not know. However that is where my faith in God kicks in. I know I'm a child of my Father Yahweh. I know what my morals are and how I live my life.

I know who I love, and that's when I know who I am.

I've got family members that want to hurt me and those that are close. However, they in no way will change my faith in God.

God is above all of that. Even in Psalms, David talked about it. How it looks like the wicked prosper. If you read through Psalms, you notice a lot of emotional states of David. Sadness. Fear. Happiness. Sorrow. Faith.

And Thanksgiving.

David was the king back then, but only a man. And he realized that, in the end, God is all that matters. He is the one that judges.

God sees all, and will deal with everyone accordingly. He sees our afflictions and sorrow. The Hebrews were in hard bondage for 400 years, but in the end God came and saved them and destroyed their oppressors. Set them free. And they became a powerful nation.

Your family is powerful and lives wickedly. However, God sees all. He is not a respecter of persons. No matter what title they have. They could be President and it wouldn't matter.

God loves you, and knows what you're experiencing. He is not turning a blind eye, but will repay. It looks hard now, but put your trust in him, and all will be well.

“Trust in the LORD with all thine heart, and lean not to thy own understanding. In all thy ways, acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.”

Just look at Joseph, his family were going to kill him, but then sold him into slavery, and hard bondage. But God was not asleep. He turned what was a very bad and wicked thing, into a great thing.

If Joseph's brothers had not sold him into slavery, he would not have risen up in the ranking and became a governor and have the highest position under Pharoah.

If that had not happened, his whole family would have died from the famine. Including his brothers, dad, and relatives. So his abuse actually turned out to save the life of his loved ones, and even the people of Egypt.

My main point being, you are not alone. Even when it feels like you are. God is with you. He always will be. Trust in him. Put your faith and trust in him.

Believe, and you will see miracles.